with a heavy heart

Shedding so many tears today for another family hurting so desperately. I am lighting a candle for Baby Boy JCM and praying tirelessly that his mommy and daddy are lifted up by their supporters as they say their goodbyes this afternoon. Sweet little babies, how we wonder where you are.. up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky.

I wanted to go to the funeral, to support the mother (a friend of a friend), but I was afraid to go by myself. I cant support her if I'm breaking down myself. I know in the next weeks and months she will still need my support. Hopefully today she is surrounded by people who love her, and I can step in later when she needs someone who understands.



Candles to honor my Katie and Little Baby J.. carried lovingly for 38 weeks. born into heaven on 10/31/09.

laid to rest today, 11/4/09