one pink line. no no. dont get excited. just the one.
my body cant do anything right. im a fucking failure as a woman.
dont offer me any advice on being ready or conceiving, or waiting on God or time. just dont. i dont need any wisdom, i just need you to be angry right along with me. im tired of waiting. im supposed to have a 5 month old right now. nevermind a replacement baby, i want a replacement life.
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Beth - I understand your anger. I remember being there so vividly. I'm so sorry.... have a little faith. It WILL happen. Waiting is the hardest part and you're right, we shouldn't be going through any of this.
ReplyDeleteWishing you strength.
I've was there too. It totally sucks. I'm sorry. I dint know why ttc isn't easy for those of us who have already been through so much. Hang in there! Perhaps enjoy (or slam) a good glass of wine.
ReplyDeletei know it should be easier shouldnt it. you are in my thoughts
ReplyDeleteAch Beth. Me too. Just the one line this time. I don't have any advice or wisdom but I'm angry for you. xo
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, Beth...
ReplyDeleteSending you love. Storming heaven with prayers for you. And I mean *storming* my friend.
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