pearls and swine

"..neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet." Matthew 7:6.

sorry about that last entry. my anger gets the best of me. i am just baffled at the things people say. and continue to say, over and over again, even though i feel like i've made myself abundantly clear. im not asking anyone to believe the way i believe. im just telling them that i dont want to hear it. begging them to stop with the painful implications. stop. my heart is wounded enough. i can't take any more. i guess i've opened myself up way too wide open. i've thrown my pearls out for people to trample.

"pearls and swine bereft of me, long and weary my road has been" -audioslave.


trying to focus on the positive comments and supporters only. thanks for being there. i wouldnt have come as far without you. even though sometimes, i dont feel like that's very far. one broken heartbeat at a time. and i know damn well how fleeting heartbeats can be. even the non-broken kind.