since when does john fall asleep before me? poor john.. it makes me worry about him. finally after knowing him for my entire adult life, the trouble sleeping has been cured.. I use the term loosely.. "cured" by complete and utter exhaustion. the absolute worst grief you could conjure up, that is one hell of a cure. my daughter's dead.. but i can sleep now! fantastic.
ah the stages of grief. shock. sadness. depression. anger. sarcasm?!
how is it the sun and moon keep alternating, it's gotten dark and light again 47 times, the season is changing from summer to fall. how does the world keep turning when it's been knocked off its axis.. doesn't it know my baby has died?
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It never ceases to amaze me how everything continues as if nothing has happened and so much has happened in our worlds....our worlds have come crashing down. I am sharing this baby deprived world with you. Hugssssssss
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