Saturday, May 1, 2010

raw truth

last year on this day, I remember being so excited that we were nearing summer, as I was expecting my summer baby.. I know I said "only 3 months left! just May, June, and July, and she'll be here." almost a year later, I still probably have another year, if not more, to go. what the hell happened?! :,(

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  1. Hi..I heard that you are planning something special for "International Babylost Mothers Day" tomorrow in NC. I live in Raleigh and just found out about this. Could you please send me specifics if you get a chance? My email is like.a.lily3@gmail.com. Thanks soo much! :)

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  2. Hugs to you - I hope you don't have a long wait for a baby. I saw a little cherry baby girl's outfit in WM yesterday and thought of Cherry baby.

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  3. (((HUGS))) to you mama... I hope and pray that your words mean that you are finding within yourself the strength to try again. That strength can only come from God - I know this first hand. I am early in my 11th pregnancy, and only 11 of those pregnancies have produced live babies. Many times I've felt that I couldn't go through it again, but God has given me the strength each time. It makes me think of Garth Brooks song that says "I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance..." It is a hard journey, no doubt... but I don't regret any one of my pregnancies.

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  4. Praying for you and sending some {{HUGS}}
    Caroline

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  5. Hugs. I have been struggling with this a lot lately. This time last year was such a time of hope. Right now there is just not so much to look forward to. Hugs to you. I am hoping the future is bright.

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