Monday, May 17, 2010

one year ago

May 17, 2009 was my baby shower. and I was so happy. today, I saw someone in the mall with my stroller. and I was so sad.



how could this have happened? :,(

Beth's Baby Shower
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6 comments:

  1. LoriMay 17, 2010 at 10:20 PM

    Oh Beth....I just looked through all the pictures and just ached for you...remembered my own for Matthew and how incredibly, incredibly happy I was that day. I can't even go to my FB photos because somehow some were tagged to me and I don't want to untag them but I don't know how to get them off the first thing I see and into an album...so I just don't go.

    I think the picture that hurt me to see the most was the one of you with the other pregnant ladies...because I imagine the alienation you must have (and still probably do, if you are like me) felt as they had their babies and you had a funeral...and a miscarriage...I'm so, so sorry for your hurt.
    Much love xoxo

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  2. michelle hsMay 18, 2010 at 10:46 AM

    yeah, easter...my daughter's birthday last year was wonderful because i was having a big family get together. this year at easter there was no new baby and i didn't get to see my family, so i was devastated all over again by remembering the last happy memory i had of xavier and spent a good part of the day crying.

    i think about you all the time and while i don't even imagine to know all that you are going through i understand that grieving, remembering, longing...it's very difficult, draining, hard work!

    i have hope that we will all come out on the other side of this one day, i'm just not sure that day will be on earth or if it will be on the other side of heaven. love and hugs.

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  3. The Blue SparrowMay 18, 2010 at 7:10 PM

    Oh hun, I am so sorry. All these dates are so hard. I didnt get a baby shower with Bryston yet bc we wanted to wait about a month more so I dont have to anticiapte these days but I know how they feel living through other first. Sending prayers and BIG HUGS!

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  4. KarenMay 19, 2010 at 9:36 AM

    I don't know how it happened, Beth. I wish it didn't for any of us. Thinking of you thinking of last year and crying with you. Sending you much love. Remembering Kathlyn, Cherry, and all our angels. xo

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  5. HollyMay 19, 2010 at 6:39 PM

    I'm sorry and I wish that you could have those happy times like that again.

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  6. AnonymousMay 20, 2010 at 1:28 AM

    ((hugs)). i'm so sorry that you don't have your baby girl here with you and that you had to see THAT stroller today.

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