it's over. again. i must have really fucked up somewhere.
my mom doesnt know yet because she's not picking up her phone.
i hate the universe.. how dare i say 30 was better than 29. 30 said "that's what YOU think."
i know you love me, but i'm not interested in 50 million voicemails today. i do not have the energy to listen. i have spoken maybe 10 words outloud since i heard "im sorry, there's no heartbeat" for the second time in my life.
xanax, diet cherry coke, and my bed are looking good right now. don't wake me up unless you know someone who's 35-40 weeks pregnant and looking.
Rest in Peace my little cherry... Mommy so sorry.. Sissy will take care of you.
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Oh Beth, my heart hurts for you.
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry.
xo
Beth this news brings me to my knees this morning. I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry Beth, words just can't do justice. It's not fair. My heart just aches for you.
ReplyDeleteI am so, so sorry for you. I don't even know what to say. Me telling you that I'm heartbroken and crying for you right now doesn't do justice for you but I hope you know that I wish I could do something, anything...to take away some of your heartache right now.
ReplyDeleteI am just so sorry...
Im so so sorry :(
ReplyDeletethere are no words that can help you today. know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and lots of love is being sent your way. i'm so sorry. *HUGS*
ReplyDeletei am so so very sorry mama. there are no words to the unfairness of this.
ReplyDeleteI am so so sorry..
ReplyDeleteI am so so sorry, my heart sank when I read that.
ReplyDeleteOMG Beth, I came here to read about your birthday-travels and am shocked. I don't know how often you want to read "I'm sorry" so let me rephrase it: It just plain sucks and it's fucking unfair.
ReplyDeleteWill be lighting Sky' candle for you tonight. Sending a big hug through the line.
xx
tears flowing freely.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Mama. I've been there many times myself.
ReplyDelete~ Melodie
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I'm so so sorry, Beth. So deeply sorry and hurting for you. XOXO
ReplyDeleteBeth, This can't be happening....... I am am so very sorry. I am sitting here bawling my eyes out for you. I wish I could take it all away for you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you and I mean anything. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
ReplyDelete{{GIANT HUGS}}
I'm sorry I just sent you a text before I even read this entry. I just read Cherry's blog. So, I'm sorry for bugging you. Just want you to know you're in my heart and prayers. Xanex and sleep sound like a very good idea. I'm sorry, Beth. I'm angry and devastated for you.
ReplyDeleteOh no. Oh no, no, no. I just read the title of this post and that's all I can think now. Oh no. My sweet girl. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry. It's too unfair. Remembering your sweet little cherry. Love across the miles to you xo
ReplyDeleteOh Beth, I'm so sad for you. So so sorry. x
ReplyDeleteThis is so very wrong and unfair. I'm sorry, so very, very sorry.
ReplyDeleteI am so terribly sorry to hear this. I know how badly it hurts to lose again...take care of yourself and take time to feel better. xx
ReplyDeleteThis so, so wrong, Beth.... I can't say how sorry I am. Just tears.
ReplyDeletexx
Oh Beth. This is desperately unfair. Chiming in with everyone else to say how sorry I am, even though that doesn't seem quite enough.
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you.
I have so many tears for you. I am so sorry. xxx
ReplyDeleteBeth, I cannot believe this. I am so very sorry this had to happen to you. My heart just sank as I read this post. Thinking of you, ((HUGS)).
ReplyDeleteBETH! *tears* I am so so so so sorry! I wish I could say something to give you even a little bit of comfort through this but I know I can't. I'm just so very sorry beth! *hugs*
ReplyDeleteOh no. My heart has just sunk. I'm so sorry! :'(
ReplyDeleteBeth, I am so, so sorry. There are no words. I am heartbroken for you tonight.
ReplyDelete(((HUGS)))
I am so very sorry. So unfair. I'm hurting so much for you. XO
ReplyDeleteCant believe it, I am so very sorry for you, Its just so unfair.
ReplyDeletex0x0
I'm just so incredibly sorry. My heart is aching for you right now. I know there's nothing I can say to help the pain, but I am praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so sorry! It is just so unfair.
ReplyDeleteYou don't know how sorry I am for you and your husband.I wish I could take away your pain and shoulder your burden for you.
ReplyDeleteHugs and prayers....