ok fine

ok fine.
i'll get up,
but i won't get dressed.

ok fine.
i'll get dressed,
but i'm not going anywhere.

ok fine.
i'll go outside,
and feel the sunshine on my face,
but she would have loved this too,
so it only makes me long for what might have been.

ok fine.
i'll smile,
but i won't laugh.

ok fine.
i'll laugh,
but it's not like it used to be.

ok fine.
tell me all about God and Heaven,
but your personal beliefs mean nothing to me,
as mine probably mean nothing to you.

ok fine.
i'll have more children,
but they won't be her.

ok fine.
i'll wait for the day where it won't hurt as bad.
will you wait with me?

ok.

fine.