rant-n-a-rave

so in my first blog, i starting ranting about random stuff... and i decided to follow up with more raves to make up for it.

so, for every rant, i am required at least one rave.


rant: i never, ever, get to be first at anything or to anyone. it's a serious complex for me, but it's never cured or relieved. maybe if i got to be first at something sometime, i wouldnt care anymore. who knows.



rave: i consider myself, despite a tendency to be extremely grumpy (heh), to be very kind. i always let people know how important they are to me or how much i appreciate when they do something nice for me.. i know how much i like to hear it, so i try to give it often.

rave #2: i am having a new nephew; he's arriving on monday! the first four are so stinkin cute.. i can't wait to see him! i miss my nephews and niece so much it hurts, literally hurts, to see their pictures and not be able to embrace them... but that just means i have a lot of love in my heart!